How @CaptainRFScott made Scott’s story current, real, and moving

As I arrived home yesterday evening I glanced at my Twitter feed and read something that stopped me in my tracks.

“January 16 1912…” it read. “the worst has happened”

I scrolled frantically up for new tweets. “What?” “What has happened??”

For months I’d been following @CaptainRFScott’s ‘live’ tweets – excerpts written a hundred years ago in the journals of Captain Scott on his final expedition.

At 6am I’d looked bleary-eyed at my phone to read “We should start one hour later tomorrow i.e. at 4 AM”

After what I’d thought was a pretty chilly bike commute I’d read “We awoke this morning to raging, howling blizzard”

And brushing my teeth before bed I’d learned solemnly “We kill another pony tomorrow night”

@CaptainRFScott in the Twitter feed of @josephcoulson

@CaptainRFScott in my Twitter feed

Scott started to come to life because he was in my life: there, on my screen, the kitchen table, in my rucksack. His story started happening not a century ago, but now. Why? Because it was happening now – it said so: “tweeted 43s ago”.

I wasn’t reading the diaries of a dead, mythologised hero but hearing a man’s voice shouting over the wind in the desolate whiteness of the Antarctic plateau. I’d eaten with the polar party (“plum pudding, then cocoa with raisins and finally a dessert of caramels and ginger”). I’d marched with them.

So yesterday evening I wasn’t standing in a doorway in SW2 in 2012. I was at 90 degrees south in 1912 and it was minus 23.5. And this guy turns to me and he says “The worse has happened”.

I already knew the story of the 1910–1913 expedition. I’d read the biographies. I’d read a good chunk of the journals. I knew Scott’s party had endured years of freezing, brutal hardship in pursuit of a goal, found out that someone got there first, and then watched each other and themselves die.  But it was only at that moment that I felt – for a fleeting moment – a tiny fraction what that might actually feel like.

So how did he do it?

It wasn’t the story itself – that was the same: a dream, a stuggle, glorious failure.

It wasn’t how he told it: a sequence of pieces of information with every successive one significant for what comes next.

It was where he told it, and when. @CaptainRFScott told it here — in the palm of your hand — and he told it now.

What that meant is he could do the thing that all good stories do. He made you care deeply about what happened, and the results were heart-stopping.

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Black ice and black swans

It wasn’t the difficulties which were holding us back; it was the uncertainty nagging at our nerves [1]

Ask a turkey to predict its future wellbeing based on its experience up to the 23rd of December and it might forsee a long, well-fed life. Come the 24th however, this generalization will probably turn out to be wrong – an inductive collapse of the sort sometimes known as a black swan.

It is nonetheless possible to predict that if you combine a pair of velonauts with an ice-blue New Year’s Day, the odometer will rise. And so it was that Action Jackson and I layered up and mist-breathed our way south, the new year having been chapeaued with a grande depart of 0830 hours.

Action Jackson sees three and a half black swans

Like all movement, cycling calls for the application of intuitive physics. Action, reaction, traction: the opening savlos of the year soon saw us dispatch Route 66 in the reverse direction.

But temperatures dropped. And then a treacherously dipping right-hander – polished with a veneer of skater-slick verglas – had Action downed in a stroke. He had seen a black swan.

It’s a mistake in such conditions to put down your cleats. Bereft of grip at the best of times, the apparent shifting of the ground seems to ape even the basest of physical certainties. Like the Christmas turkey reassessing it wellbeing, Action’s ice-crobatics saw me recalculating my own version of Newtonian mechanics. When at Bough Beech he measured his length for the third time, millions of my synapses were reconnecting themselves to accommodate the new physics.

For a while, confidence was a barren country.

But temperatures rose, and so did the ‘nauts. Ide Hill went the way of all cols. Clark’s was soon to follow. And my thoughts turned to relativity in cycling. Regain circulation in one’s coldest digit, and the mind simply turns to the next. Terrify yourself on flat ice and see how you long for the hiterhto unappreciated comfort of a painful, yet mercifully ice-free, climb.

One final black swan, then. Given that climbing hurts, it seems reasonable to induce that the more one climbs, the more one hurts? Not so – and here’s the blackest bird of all: at the steepermost summit all laws of rationality are again inverted. Where on previous experience the maximum pain is expected, the minimum is found. In its place, against all logic and prediction: the maximum delight.

[1] Sepp Jochler in The White Spider, Heinrich Harrer’s account of the first ascents of the Eigernordwand

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Cold? Not even close.

About this time of year when riding across town through horizontal freeze-rain in the dark for the fourth time in a week, I catch myself starting to whinge.

“I’m co-old.” “My body only just got over last winter.”

In The Tau is Silent, Raymond Smullyan describes a thought experiment in which the reader is invited to imagine themselves being unpleasantly bumped while lying relaxedly in a boat, drifting on a lake. You don’t get annoyed with acts of nature — Smullyan says — in the way you do with acts of man.

Nothing of the sort. I hate winter weather like an actual enemy.

“Why must this coldness be visited on me?” “A plague on your house, sleet.”

 

A photograph taken by Captain Scott. (From The Lost Photographs of Captain Scott)

A photograph taken by Captain Scott. (From The Lost Photographs of Captain Scott)

A hundred years ago today, Captain Scott’s journal entry began

A very horrid march A [sic] strong headwind during the first part — 5 miles (geo.) — then a snowstorm

which was a balmy jaunt compared to much of the rest of an expedition during which temperatures got so low that chattering caused one member of the party’s teeth to shatter, and which ended — although there can be no need to re-say it — with hypothermia, starvation, and death.

As the anniversaries approach; first of reaching the pole and then of the final, tragic march, the questions surrounding Scott’s final expedition will be re-asked.

But something of which there can’t be any doubt is this. A moment’s reflection on some of the simple, freezing suffering that went down, beyond the 66th parallel, all those years ago, and on the courage with which it was unarguably met, is all you need to put a bit of drizzle — and many of the apparent hardships about which it is all to easy to find oneself whinging — pretty quickly into perspective.

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In praise of the sporting faithful

Cyclists in Richmond Park, London

Cyclists in Richmond Park, London. Sunday 6th November, 2011. Photo by the author.

Anyone who’s ever trained for an endurance event — a marathon, for example — soon finds themselves in a covenant with Sunday mornings.

For most, the long run or ride is the cornerstone of any training programme, and Sunday morning is the obvious time to do it.

Perhaps it starts as a chore, but quickly it becomes an immovable and vital part of the week.

Because let’s just think for a moment what you get back from that covenant. Exercise and fun, of course. But much more than that: a few hours to reflect — among friends or clubmates, or in solitude — and a moment of silence in the outdoors, at a time when the world is at rest.

That’s why — when asked for his religion in the recent UK census — a training buddy of mine was only half joking when he wrote ‘cycling’.

But this Sunday morning I was at Richmond Park to do some test shooting for a project on endurance. Its 2,300 acres are a shrine for athletes, with miles of woody trails and a perimeter road that seems to be custom-made for TTing.

I’d admonished myself for having driven there, but — charged with a bootful of kit, and having made a solemn promise to go for a run later in the day — I made an exception.

It didn’t disappoint. The Park was — as always on a Sunday morning — an exalted sight. Hundreds of athletes, from the pro cyclist to the weekend jogger. A cathedral of human movement!

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Night ride is beacon of sustainability

First posted on Racing Green, 16th October 2011

Sleeping cyclists on the beach at the end of the Dunwich Dynamo 2011

Sleeping cyclists at the end of the Dunwich Dynamo 2011

If like Racing Green you are interested in sustainability in sport, look no further than the Dunwich Dynamo for a great example of a big bike event with little or no impact on the environment.

Many cyclosportives see riders arrive and depart by car, often covering tens or even hundreds of miles in the process. Some are all but inaccessible by public transport.

But the Dunwich Dynamo is a masterclass in how different things could be. Featuring machines ranging from penny farthings to aging baker’s bikes it undoubtedly falls into the category of fun mass ride rather than performance-orientated sportive, but the lessons it provides are transferable.

Riders roll out from London Fields at about 9pm and from then on it’s totally unsupported: no sponsors, no broom wagon, just 120 moonlit miles to the Suffolk coast.

But its real triumph only becomes apparent at dawn as the bleary-eyed riders arrive at Dunwich Beach. You might expect many to meet obliging car-owning friends for a cosy lift back to London. Not so. In fact, while a hardcore minority simply turn round and pedal back to London, almost everyone else opts for one of the coach-plus-lorry convoys organised by Southwark Cyclists and the London School of Cycling.

The “Dun Run” leaves no trace on the beautiful route by which it gets to the sea and — thanks to this admirable bit of planning — it leaves nothing on the way back either.

RacingGreen is a network of amateur athletes who want to encourage events, clubs and participants seek the benefits of improved sustainability.

 

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The process — not the prize — is the prize

Last week I found myself pitching a programme idea to a panel of BBC luminaries in a lofty part of W12. Think Dragon’s Den. Don’t think Monkey Tennis.

It was part of an internal pitching competition which saw everyone invited to enter ideas for the chance to win a small amount of money with which to shoot a taster tape and develop their idea further.

The story I put to the panel was — briefly — one of human endurance; of how ultra athletes — many of them amateur — are now performing acts of stamina so extreme that they raise questions about our fundamental limits, and what it might mean for everyone.

I kicked off with a clip I shot at the end of a recent 24-hour track race — featuring 2nd place finisher Simon Handley reflecting wide-eyed and sleep-deprived on the 223 km he’d just knocked out going round and round a 400m running track — and took it from there.

The leaderboard of a 24-hour track race approximately 1 hour before the end showing the number of miles completed by each competitor.

The leaderboard of the 24-hour 'Self-transcendence' track race approximately 1 hour before the finish. The numbers beside the names are miles completed. Tooting Bec Athletics Track, 18th September 2011.

The panel hit me with some thoughtful and stiff questions. So stiff, in fact, that I was pretty sure the game was up.

What’s interesting though, is this: I didn’t really mind. This wasn’t because I didn’t want to win — I did — or because I didn’t believe in my idea — I do — but because really I’d already got the prize. Meaningful competitions give more than just a prize to a few; they give the opportunity to embark on a steep and useful learning curve to everyone.

I can’t help but see a parallel here with the 24-hour race. Few of those involved in it cared at all about the trophies. What was important was that everyone taking part was doing something that would take them to a place they hadn’t been before, physically and psychologically. That was the prize.

As it turned out, I did actually end up being one of those fortunate enough to get the nod from the panel. I’m very excited about taking the idea forward, and of course I intend to share the process here.

Special kudos to Simon who was good enough to speak to me, 550 laps the worse for wear. The respect this deserves — as well as the limitations of my parallel with the pitching competition — will be clear when you consider that he had to interrupt the interview in order attend to the upwardly-projecting gastric consequences of 24 hours of running.

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Brixton’s best for running, swimming and cycling

First posted on Brixton Blog, 5th August 2011

Brockwell Park in summer with trainers in foreground

Brockwell Park – a playground for runners. Photo by the author

Brixton is home to some top exercise opportunities. SW2-resident and have-a-go triathlete Joe Coulson brings us his pick of the bunch.

Forget the Côte d’Azur: whether you are a dedicated multi-sporter or a gentle Sunday stroller, Brixton has everything the athletic heart could desire.

Where else could you take a dip in one of the city’s best lidos, launch a mammoth ride into the Surrey Hills, or knock out a few laps of South London’s prettiest park, all in the course of a weekend?

The options are indeed endless. My list can only scratch the surface so do add your favorites below.

  • Brockwell parkrunParkrun believes that everyone should be able to run a free, timed 5K every week, anywhere in the world. Like all parkruns, the Brockwell Park edition is entirely volunteer-led and open to all. Saturdays, 9am.
  • Swimming at the Brixton Rec. There’s something special about a pool on the second floor of a building. Combine that with the gigantic windows and you’ve got an experience that feels as if it owes as much to flying as it does to swimming. And when you’ve finished, why not nip into one of Brixton Station Road’s cafes for the de rigueur flat white? The exoergic properties of caffeine are – after all – well-documented.
  • Laps of Dulwich Park. The perimeter path of Dulwich Park measures exactly one mile so if you want to tune your pace or easily keep track of distance, this is the place to do it. Coots and moorhens add an ornithological dimension to any run here, and it’s one of the only places in the world where you can still see the River Effra above ground. The 2-mile jog from Brixton makes a great warm-up.
  • Brockwell Lido. A classic haunt for triathletes, the pool is open from April to October, climate-permitting. The Windrush Triathlon Club provide coached sessions throughout the season.
  • Cycling in Surrey and Kent. If you want to get your teeth into some big bike miles, Brixton is the perfect place from which to roll out. Plot a course via Crystal Palace and you’ll soon be out of the city. Box Hill and the surrounding area offer unlimited permutations route-wise; a loop via Westerham is another great alternative. Crystal Palace Triathletes organise Sunday club runs for a variety of paces and distances.
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The unlikely pressure of the beach game

 

People playing boules on a beach

Beach boules - a study in the neuroscience of pressure. Photo by the author

I’ve been reading about how the brain behaves under pressure – why it is that on some occasions the necessity to perform brings out the best in people while at others it crushes their abilities and reduces them to the status of beginner.

The answer is obvious and simple but conceals a tantalising difficulty. Under normal circumstances our capacity to reason consciously is our great ally, but when the heat is turned up it becomes the enemy. Complex learned actions are derailed by thinking about them, but thinking about them is precisely what we are inclined to do when the outcome really matters. In a very real sense the way to succeed is to stop trying.

So when Roger Federer faces a championship point in a Grand Slam he’s got to feel as relaxed as he does when he’s on the practice court. When pressure is at a maximum, tension must be at a minimum. Thinking is fatal.

It was in this direction that my thoughts turned this weekend as a friend and I played a few rounds of what we were referring to as ‘pat-ball’ — that game with two wooden paddles and a small, not-very-bouncy ball — on the beach. Twenty or thirty consecutive volleys were no problem but what — I wondered — would happen if we did a little practical experiment and turned up the pressure?

“Let’s do a hundred.”

Reminding myself of the relevant theory I give myself a quick pep-talk first. Nerves are just a signal to perform. Drop the shoulders. Relax. Let’s play pat-ball.

We reach 77. Research — it appears — also indicates that however relaxed you are, you can’t stop your partner from playing like a goof.

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“Is this is the right way?” – Dunwich Dynamo 2011

Dunwich Beach, July 2011

Dunwich Beach, Sunday 17th July 2011. Photo by the author

You know how it is. You’re about to go for a run. Write that thank-you letter. Dust. And the excuses voice pipes up: “I think I’d better just finish this first.” “I’m not actually feeling a hundred percent.”

And so it was on Saturday. Those clouds don’t look too clever. I feel a bit sick. It’s a hundred and twenty miles pal, and you haven’t trained.

I try to override it in my selection of garments. Neoprene overshoes, bib tights – those things which are difficult to get out of.

At the start point at London Fields everything begins to make a bit more sense. The sun has come out and as the crowd swells a feeling of nervous expectation starts. The pub is actually playing Wanna Be Startin’ Something. People are moving and I join them. We’re rolling.

The excuses voice has shut up now. There’s a new one and it just keeps saying This is brilliant.

The sensation of speed – it feels like we’re going down hill for much of the way and soon we’re breathing proper countyside air: colder, fuller, smellier air.

There is a full moon and few clouds and now there is this great string of red lights blinking its way towards the Suffolk coast.

Every so often somebody says “Do you know if this is the right way?” but navigating by a combination of consensus and blind confidence, nobody will be wholly sure until we see the beach.

Then at 2am my rear derailleur goes “chhhhcccck”, locks the drivetrain and sends me into a verge. Now there’s a third voice and what it says is shit shit shit shit shit. I manage to stick the derailleur back together with pure will and nothing else but I can’t change out of my lowest gear and the fall has bent my back wheel.

Come on beach, come on beach.

It’s getting light now and although nobody has slept there still seems to be a process of waking up. The question is asked again but without conviction, without the question mark: “Do you know if this is the right way.”

It is. Here, finally, it is: Dunwich beach. And there, beyond it, the sea. The sea. We could go no further even if we felt like it.

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Man in large shorts provides lesson in boldness

103 years ago this week an Italian pastry chef came to London and won the 1908 Olympic marathon.

His name was Dorando Pietri and here he is at the finish, sporting the premier technical garments of the era:

Dorando Pietri winning the 1908 Olympic marathon

Dorando Pietri winning the 1908 Olympic marathon

And because it happens to be outside the building in which I work, here’s how the same scene looked this morning:

Fewer pastry-baking Olympians, more croissant-flailing media types. The white line marks the actual position of the finish.

Fewer pastry-baking Olympians, more croissant-flailing media types - the 1908 Olympic finish line in July 2011. (The white strip marks the actual position of the line.)

The manner of Pietri’s victory deserves a moment’s reflection.

1908 was a time when the demands of distance running were so disastrously misunderstood that athletes would often refrain from drinking water because it was thought to hinder performance.

So when our man entered the stadium after 25 scorching miles, he was in a pretty awful state. First — dehydrated and exhausted — he went the wrong way and then he collapsed, got up, collapsed again, got up again and then collapsed and got up a third time before staggering over the finish line and being carried off on a stretcher.

I offer this not merely as a reminder of the importance of proper hydration during the summer months.

Having never done anything to the point of collapse*, I think there is something instructive about Pietri’s marathon. He demonstrates the plausibility of not only pushing oneself to the point of an apparent limit to action, but of crashing heedlessly through it: funny hat, hobnail boots, clown-sized shorts and all.

*Technically I did once but occurring as it did at the end of a marathon and performed as it was without – I concede – a complete naivety regarding the obvious dramatic appeal of the motion, it doesn’t count.

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